Enough…enough now

The scene in Love Actually where this quote is heard makes me very sad indeed. And quite nauseous at the same time- not in the ‘it’s so corny I might be sick’ way, but in the ‘gosh that makes my gut ache from the inside out’ way.

The last few times I’ve caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror I have not recognised myself. I see a different person compared to who I feel I am at the moment. It’s scary and unnerving.

I’m not sure if it is because I’ve been sick, or from my very odd reaction to taking sudafed last night, or because I’m sprinting full speed towards something that jolly well does not, can not and will not ever exist.

It is not well with my soul.

Say your words